Goodbyes

Today I saw amy for the last time we ate at whole foods and talked our usual about heal and energy and manifestation. Then I hung out with tony and we discussed writing at a french cafe called Paul. I did the box visualization with him and he was really impressed.

Then I hung out with kai. Laid os by far one of my favorite people in London. I've never met someone so amazing. She seriously is the kind of person I want to be friends with for life. We just walked around and talked sat in a park where her soul mate a 3yr old she named Sebastian smiled at her adoringly while walking. He kept turning his head to stare at her and smile. She stuck her tongue out at one point and he did too. They totally had a moment. We watched him run across the feild his small body so full of first energy can you believe we were once that small. Oh I was never that small I say I came out this big. My poor mother. I joke with kai a lot I actually don't talk kn my weird accent that is some strange british hybrid of my regular voice. Im comfortable with her and say all kinda of slang and mkrtumyan ridiculous cultural jokes and she gets all of it. She's amazing. She's super profound and wise and easy to talk to. When I first met her at the metal show at crow bar some thing like four months ago we hit it off straight away she talked about how she just wanted to tour with Rhianna and be her attendant or manger or buying. Super into the us and pop culture but grounded and up to talk about all kinds of things. We went to kennjngton and the whole foods. Walked around the v and a and looked at old tombs and stone coffins.  We shared links and exchanged numbers/emails and have been friends ever since. I hung out at her house once and pet her three legged cat. We watched shortbus listened to warpaint and read zines. I taught her how to say think properly and we went over her cockney sounding accent.  I wrote on her wall think brother barbara so she would remember to work kn those words even though I think her accent is cue and she should keep it as is.  When I saw her at shows we hung out. Im going to miss her a lot. When she arrived to pick me up this woman was preaching the gospel and told kai she needed to save me that I had gone astray. I was seeing preached to by flaw prophets the antichrist because I didn't believe that jesus was the lord god. tonight after sitting in the park we went to a falafel place and sat and read the sun to eachother and laughed at death deidre and the horoscopes which were ridiculous.